Okay so for my work they are totally having this awesome competition. Its like Biggest Loser but better. If you lose 25 pounds by April then you totally get $250!!! Like money to reach one of my goals. How sweet can that be!
I was talking to one of the guys that is in charge of it when he was taking my stats and he said that I was the least weight in it so far! I was like heck yeah man! But that means that I have to work harder then them cuz they got more extra flub to lose. But I am so excited to do this.

Ahhh to set new years resolutions or not...
That is the difficult question haha
It is always nice to try and better oneself. which I guess we should be doing constantly but to do it just because its a new year is so cliche.
Here are five things I will NOT set as my new years resolutions:
1. Be Healthier. This is the number one typical thing but i have been working on this for awhile so its not like anything new for one and for two that is so broad that I can't image that anyone who sets that up feels that it is ever completely helpful or accomplished.
2. Better romantic relationships. I am in a doomed one now that I have no intention to get out of. So this one I guess I am just not smart enough to go through with.
3. Use money more wisely. HA that will never last....
4. Getting Organized. This too is way to vague! Organize what? My life? That is already too far beyond repair lol
and anyone that thinks their life is way systematic must be very very very boring!
5. Learn Something new. I think this one is a cop out I mean that happens inevidabley no matter what. So choosing this is just lame and once again too broad.

So now that I have been negative and nasty I will be positive and list the five things that if I was
to have a New Years Resolution what they would be.
Here are my could be new years resloution:
1. Be kinder to others. Biting me tongue when ready to say something mean lol.
2. Also I want to start this program where you help like a kid out once a week. Kinda like a Big Brother/ Big Sister deal. So since I am doing this I can add to my new years reslolution to do more service particularly to those who really need it.
3. Have more confidence in my own capabilities espeacially at work. I know that I am not the smartest person at my job amongst the nerds but that doesnt' mean that I am not good at what I do. I can totally rock this joint lol.
4. And my final potential New Years resolution is.... drum roll please....
Live for now.
I still have goals and I still have things that I am working for. But I am sick of saying that  I won't do this or that till I am such and such a weight or whatever.
I am ready to have fun and while I am YOUNG!

Well good luck with all your resolutions! As for me we'll see how they pan out lol.

wow its been a long time! I pretty much have just been going to school and working.
Its winter so I think that it should pretty much be snowing by now. Buts its not
what a dirty ho. I am going to make a poem about it

Snow the dirty Ho

Snow snow
you dirty ho
why is it you just won't flow
on the ground
in from all around
making me feel like I have to go